For fuck's sake
Now you know me. I'm restrained to the point of being repressed. But what the fuck? I can kinda understand the whole not getting a promotion thing. Kinda. I guess my face doesn't fit or some bollocks like that. By the by, I got my rejection letter for that team coach thing. Nice of them to let me know, sure. But it's still a pile of burnt ash on my back step.
However, what I'm not able to comprehend is the fact that I've been effectively demoted. No reason given. No excuse other than I'm being shuffled to another team. Nothing. If they just came out with a reason that would be fine. I'd be able to argue my case. Even if it was my fault I'd be able to argue my fucking case. But how can you argue with "random" shuffling? I'm fucked and there's nothing I can do about it. I'm on the phone, in a team with people I don't really know and that's the end of that. I'm fucked.
Once I found out I went on my lunch and eventually took a walk, just to test myself. If I'd turned right I would go home and never come back. If I turned left I'd resign myself to my fate. Why the hell did I turn left? I guess I've got responsibilities and bollocks like that, but still. What the hell am I doing? I should just quit and find another dead end job to waste my life in. It's obvious they want me out. But then they'd win I guess. You really don't want to know the things I've been contemplating today.
If only the drink had helped.
Maybe sleep will help. But then again, that'll just make tomorrow come quicker and I really don't want to be there. Maybe if all the people there were a bunch of cunts then I'd be happy about leaving. But unfortunately I've got some really good friends there and I don't think I can leave. Fuck man. What else can I do?
For fuck's sake.
However, what I'm not able to comprehend is the fact that I've been effectively demoted. No reason given. No excuse other than I'm being shuffled to another team. Nothing. If they just came out with a reason that would be fine. I'd be able to argue my case. Even if it was my fault I'd be able to argue my fucking case. But how can you argue with "random" shuffling? I'm fucked and there's nothing I can do about it. I'm on the phone, in a team with people I don't really know and that's the end of that. I'm fucked.
Once I found out I went on my lunch and eventually took a walk, just to test myself. If I'd turned right I would go home and never come back. If I turned left I'd resign myself to my fate. Why the hell did I turn left? I guess I've got responsibilities and bollocks like that, but still. What the hell am I doing? I should just quit and find another dead end job to waste my life in. It's obvious they want me out. But then they'd win I guess. You really don't want to know the things I've been contemplating today.
If only the drink had helped.
Maybe sleep will help. But then again, that'll just make tomorrow come quicker and I really don't want to be there. Maybe if all the people there were a bunch of cunts then I'd be happy about leaving. But unfortunately I've got some really good friends there and I don't think I can leave. Fuck man. What else can I do?
For fuck's sake.
posted by The Warthog at
12:27 am
6 Comments:
It cant be that bad surely?
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Anonymous, at 6:40 pm
YEAH! I've become quite weary of commiserating with you on these compound disappointments: action is needed. You should at least have turned right. Gah!
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Anonymous, at 10:47 pm
It can be that bad. You think you're getting somewhere, then you realise you've had a bag on your head and you've been walking in the opposite direction all this time just to find yourself back where you started 9 months ago.
Revolution...well considering I need money to live, that's probably not the best bet. But giving a damn about the job, I can start with stopping that.
Turning right would have solved loads of problems. However, it would have caused far more. Why can't life be simple and boring?
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The Warthog, at 12:57 am
come on man, your still working with the same people only in a different team....
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Anonymous, at 5:10 pm
That's true. But I don't have that same sense of community spirit I had on the old team. There's a definite physical divide between teams and I think that's what they want, what with the whole team area thing.
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The Warthog, at 1:05 pm
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