Sick to my stomach

Recently I've been feeling sick right before leaving for work. Base of the stomach, move too fast and you'll throw up all over the place sick. But it's never reached the throat. Is it nerves? A warning that I've just had enough? The onset of actual illness? Or something else?

I remember getting these feelings back when I was going to school (boy that' s bad English, blame it on the lack of sleep). Back when I really couldn't stand to be there. Maybe it's my body's way of saying that I need a rest. To get away. Think about something else for a change. Sure, like that's going to happen. I'll probably end up just putting up with it until it goes away or something changes. Oh, I didn't tell you what's happened at work recently did I? Well my job role's changed yet again. Yes I know any change of job role has the likelyhood of temporarity (I don't care if it's not a word), but I had enjoyed this job most of all. To have it taken away just sent me back into the same old slump, not looking forward to going to work, making it a chore to get out of bed, spending a lot of time alone. No doubt something will come along, but what and when remains to be seen. Somehow, unless I get that managers job I doubt it will compare. Same really.