Life's disappearing

The world is a strange place. There's no denying this. If you try, you're a fool, and much like Mr T, I pity you. You'd think it would make sense as you gain experience, as you get used to it's inner workings. You'd think that, but you'd be wrong. The bits that begin to make sense become inconsequential and the things you thought you had figured out just get stranger. Every now and then you think you'll have a grasp on it all. Everything has a function and everything's in it's place. Sorted. Then an H-Bomb goes off and it's chaos again. At the moment it feels like the world's getting smaller. Not just in the way over used technological example, but emotionally. It seems like there's a little less of it there. It's like a large portion of my life is disappearing either all at once or gradually. I can't figure it out anymore. People are either fading away or disappearing completely. The people that, for one reason or another you expect to be there forever. Once you get used to something it's easy to depend on the fact that they will be a constant in your life. If that change's it's Del Boy on the bar all over again and at some point I'm going to end up on my face.