Oh the contradictions

I realise how strange it looks having one post about how I wouldn't change anything right now and another about how life is frustrating me, but it makes sense to me. I started off optimistic as I sat down, but then I thought about it too much. I guess you can read it as I wouldn't change a thing, now that I've decided to give up on trying. Maybe I'm subconsciously linking the two. If I don't try to change anything then nothing will change. Well tough luck buster, life just isn't that fair.