Big fat bitching

Well. That didn't work. Another month, another rejection. This is not doing great things for what there is of an ego here. Apparently I'm not bubbly. I guess that's true, and I see their point. They also had good things to say, but at the end of the day, I'm still where I was 11 months ago (that's right, 11 month anniversary as of Sunday gone). They even went as far as to say that they didn't believe training wasn't in my future.

At first I was kinda expecting it. It didn't hit me too hard (certainly not as hard as that whole product specialist thing). As the day wore on though, it started to get to me. Just another thing to sap my confidence. Another issue that has quite noticably taken the spring out of my step. It's happened again, I've forgotten what I used to be like. Man this is shit. What's the point in trying anymore? Well I guess I don't want to stay where I am. But is trying going to get me anywhere?

Probably not.

P.S.

I did promise that I'd put a big fat bitch on here. I don't think that one was big enough, so here's another: