I guess change happens

Hah, maybe I am looking at this the wrong way. Maybe my constant realist pessimism is stopping me from seeing whatever bright side there is.....at the minute I can't think of anything, but I'll give it a go. Sure being on the phones is shit, but I guess it was the job I signed up for. And it's easy brainless work. Not that I particularly enjoy mindless repetitive tasks.

Think think think.

At least I still have a job.

It's been brought to my attention that I've been in somewhat of a professional slump since that whole PS debacle. Upon reflection I tend to agree. It's weird that you don't really notice these things until someone gives you a nudge. I mentioned this to other people and they agreed straight away. Why hadn't anyone pointed this out sooner? It's like the whole serial killer haircut thing again. Not that it would have probably done any good. But I guess they're right. If I do want to get ahead I've got to pretend everythings fine and dandy, although I hate pretending to be happy. That's why I don't work in a shop. I just couldn't do that all day. Drink can only do so much unfortunately, but it helps. It kinda wipes the slate clean once I get to a certain level of drunk. I'm willing to put that theory to the test again. In fact I think I might pop to the shops and get myself a bottle of vodka....or I could try and think of another way.

Either way I need a walk. Stretch my legs and do nothing for a change.

But, all in all, I do feel a little better about this whole thing. Conspirational and paranoid is hell, but a little better.