Reverting to my old ways

I've got a terrible feeling that I'm turning into the old me. The shy, quiet, sit an a corner and rock backward and forward while no one notices me. The signs are there. I need something to take me out of this slump, but I have no idea what that could be.

Life was so much simpler then. I didn't have to think about relationships or hidden meanings in what people said. I just had to think about what I was doing now and what I should be doing. It's such a carefree way to live, but there was always a feeling that there was something missing. By their very nature, humans are generally social creatures. Solitude tends to do weird things to them. I'm probably proof of that. Maybe that's why my devious subconscious decided to mix things up a bit in the first place. Now don't get me wrong, I'm glad it did. But it could have warned me of the consequences. As I said before, it's a swine.

So, any suggestions for anti-slumping me would be greatly appreciated...and yes I'm talking to you Mr Subconscious too. Don't think you can get away with doing this to me and getting away with it *Shakes fist in defiance*